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June 29, 2014 / austreberto

so that’s where i put all that motivation

so that’s where i put all that motivation

 

i am taking the necessary time to forgive myself

even if i believe i do not deserve it

especially if i believe i do not deserve it

 

to shed the make believe burdens

self inflicted stress

the hypothetical situations

and homemade nightmares

 

the worst of the worst of the worst

that i have created for myself

 

all of it

until all that is left is the underdog potential

 

the strength i know that lies within

 

the stubbornness to quit

my bullheaded nature

and all the cans of whoop-ass i keep for such an emergency

 

the just in cases

rainy day savings

helping hands with lucky pennies

and pick me ups

 

i really could use one of each

because it’s been one of those days

 

though you’ll never hear me say that i can’t do anything right

no matter how bad it gets

no matter how much i truly believe it on the inside

 

i am in a constant battle of underestimating myself

and surprising myself at the same time

 

i prove myself wrong in all the right ways

sometimes the wrong ways

 

my failures have been limitless

but my successes are worth it

 

let’s see where this idea will take us today

and forever

 

i feel like flying

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